Monday, September 27, 2010

The Silken Tent



She is as in a field a silken tent
At midday when a sunny summer breeze
Has dried the dew and all its ropes relent,
So that in guys it gently sways at ease,
And its supporting central cedar pole,
That is its pinnacle to heavenward
And signifies the sureness of the soul,
Seems to owe naught to any single cord,
But strictly held by none, is loosely bound
By countless silken ties of love and thought
To everything on earth the compass round,
And only by one's going slightly taut
In the capriciousness of summer air
Is of the slightest bondage made aware.

--- Robert Frost


PS: so I'm on kind of a Frost kick, thus all the quotes ;-)
But this one really spoke to me of balance. Christ as the central pole, the steady thing which allows movement and flow around it as our life balances and sways about us in the breezes of life. Occasionally things are pulled tight by the summer air's tug, but never fully strained, just enough to remind us that the ropes are there and make life full-- but the pole holds it all in perspective if its dead center in the tent.
Hope its as thought-provoking for you as it was for me =)

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Books

Help me choose the next books on my reading list!
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Wednesday, July 7, 2010

Dearest

-A letter I wrote for the middle of a story I've been working on about a young woman who writes to her significant other... who she hasn't met yet. This is the pivot in the plot, where she realizes that he may or may not exist. What I need help with is deciding whether she finds her God-given other half in the form of a person, or if she starts writing to God.-
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Dearest,



I miss your soul.

Knowing you by the space it will occupy satisfies like completing a partial puzzle. An incomplete vision of joy.



I begin to question your existance. My eyes and heart have been open, sure of this place God created for you. But others came, then left, making me wonder- do you exist? As I examine the print another's soul has engraved on mine, I question- are you real, or a placeholder in which God may pour his Spirit to fill this longing with Himself?

Is your heart still your own to give, or does another hold the place I never knew? I've examined the dimensions of deficiencies and excesses in my own soul, that I might find yours. And know it immediately. Intimately.



But I feel that I can remain in the space no longer. If you exist, I will wait. Forever. But if you are merely another emptiness for God to fill it must happen before the chinks that form around this empty glass in my heart become cracks, which siphon away the peice of my soul I reserve for you.

Though a whole with God, I need this peice.



Love- Me




(I posted this on FB a while back, but decided to put it here as well for further feedback. All prose and original writing herein is property of Catherine Stevens- thanks.)

Sunday, April 25, 2010

Interlude


My blog is currently in an interludial state of being :-)

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an intervening episode, period, space, etc.
2.
a short dramatic piece, esp. of a light or farcical character, formerly introduced between the parts or acts of miracle and morality plays or given as part of other entertainments.
3.
an instrumental passage or a piece of music rendered between the parts of a song, church service, drama, etc


While everyone else on earth seems to be finishing up their terms at school, my school has 2/3 of the quarter to go until finals.
This coupled with the amount of travel I will be doing in the next two months, (Colorado/Kansas, Florida, church conference etc.) my amount of blogging time will be minimal, so I'm going mobile!

As you might have noticed, my tweets will come in here to entertain, along with the music, in the interlude. So, enjoy, take a break from constantly checking my blog, (since everyone does- duh! ;-] ,) and watch the story of my trips file through in tweet-form.


-Blessings!


PS- Foundry Youth will have a couple of Bible studies over Tok Box (vid-message) while I'm away, and I will post devos on the youth blog. If you'd like to receive the url for the study, plz email me or join our FB group =) l8r!

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Don't Look.

I do NOT mean not to read this, which you have obviously disregarded anyway ;-)

The purpose of this statement is directed toward women. We have beat the drum for centuries, millenia even, that men should not look at women lustfully. Yes, this is still an issue, (take strip clubs and porn for example,) but the recent uprise in objectivisation of men in movies and advertisements is no better.

Think of any TV show with a 'hot' guy, like The Bachelor. It's all about what they look like to a large percentage of the women there.

Or take Twilight-New Moon for example. The guy, Jacob, rips his shirt off multiple times. His abs induce sighs, even shrieks, from women in the audience. I've heard gals gushing over him in public coversation and guys just taking it.

DRIVES ME CRAZY.

If we as women don't want to be treated as physical objects for appraisal, the way to counter that is not to lower ourselves to that level. Respect is a mutual transaction, not a lowering to equilibrium.

Friday, January 22, 2010

A Primer on Unity

(non)Disclaimer
Much has been said about Christian Unity, and I do not claim to be saying anything new. Rather, this is a brief glimpse of my unexpressed perspective through many already considered opinions from theologians which you, the reader, may or may not agree with. I will do my best to speak clearly on a fairly opaque topic, but feel free to question for clarity. I will not, however, argue any theological point through comment as that would be inconsistent with what I hope to say.

Denomination = Distinction
To begin with the obvious, Christians follow Christ.
You might say, “Nvm, Katie’s going to be all ‘little kid/Sunday school’ on me now. Nothing to read here,” but hang with me, we’ll get there. We just need to cover a little background first.
Christ came for all, and His followers later formed many churches that worshipped him and built supportive communities… that weren’t identical. They had different ways of worship, focused on different parts of Christ’s teaching, and were relevant in different cultures, but they all were worshipping the same Lord.

“We must insist that our source, however, is Jesus Christ- Lord of the church… We dare to follow Wesley, Luther, Calvin or anyone else only to the extent that they follow Jesus.” - Howard A. Snyder, Wesleyan writer


Convergance = Unity
As time went on these focuses seemed to become all-important and, to make a long story short, denominations broke away from each other and were formed. Each considered their way of following Christ ‘true’ or ‘better.’
Often, not always but often, the danger of that kind of division is in its focus.
Example:

“Imagine human beings living in an underground, cavelike dwelling, with an entrance a long way up, which is both open to the light and as wide as the carve itself. They’ve been there since childhood, fixed in the same place, with their necks and legs tied, able to see only in front of them, because their bonds prevent them from turning their heads around. Light is provided by a fire burning far above and behind them. Also behind them, but on higher ground, there is a path stretching between them and the fire. Imagine that along this path a low wall has been built, like the screen in front of a puppeteers above which they show their puppets….” - Plato, The Alegory of the Cave

Basically, this story continues to say that there are shadows of real life showing on the wall in front of the people. Since they’ve sat there their whole lives they think that this is real… they forget about the light that causes the shapes, (which are really just shadows of what is real.)
Even if one of them turns around and see the things casting the shadows, they ignore it or try to drag their friend out to show them the things casting the shadows… forgetting about the light outside the cave. They’re so focused on finding what they think is the point and converting their friends that they ignore the source that they and their peers have in common- THE LIGHT. They forget where they do converge, that they are peers- parallel, not opposite.

“This righteousness from God comes through faith in Jesus Christ to all who believe. There is no difference, for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified freely by his grace through the redemption that came by Christ Jesus.”
- Romans 3:22-23
“As the Scripture says, "Anyone who trusts in him will never be put to shame." For there is no difference between Jew and Gentile—the same Lord is Lord of all and richly blesses all who call on him, for "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved."” -Romans 10:11-13


Divergence = Relevance

Recap: remember that before ‘denominations’ there were many churches in different cultures which worshipped in many languages and styles? This did not keep them from being Christians, but rather, met the needs in their culture… let’s expound upon this briefly.

“Of course, the problem of how Christians relate to culture is as old as Christianity itself. The New Testament makes it clear that there were sharp differences in the first century over how to relate to the culture. Yet, the Christ of the Bible is the Christ of a culture. The ultimate act of communication in history, the Incarnation, means that Christ became a part of culture and can’t be understood apart from culture. In the same way, you can’t live in God without living in the world. That’s why this conversation is like debating the relative roles of hydrogen and oxygen in the air we breathe.”
- Leonard Sweet, The Church in Emerging Culture


Different denominations focus on different things, and appeal to different parts of our world culture. For example, I do not agree with Southern Baptist etc. and would have a hard time worshipping and ministering with the gifts God has given through that theology. Likewise, someone from such a background might have trouble working amidst Wesleyan theology because it doesn’t fit the culture they belong to or the gifts they’ve been given. Same with (insert your denomination here.)

“Just as each of us has one body with many members, and these members do not all have the same function, so in Christ we who are many form one body, and each member belongs to all the others. We have different gifts, according to the grace given us…”
-Romans 12:4-5


This is true of the local church and of the Church at large.


Communion = Unity = Church
Mmk, a couple of ending thoughts are in order.
First would be a lil recap-
-That as Christ’s body, we each (individual, local, and denominational) have different gifts.
-We have ONE command ~ love the Lord your God & love your neighbor.
-We have ONE God.
-Our differences can compliment each other, if they aren’t the point of our existence.

Lastly, as C.S Lewis said in his book Mere Christianity: “A Christian society is not going to arrive until most of us really want it: and we are not going to want it until we become fully Christian. I may repeat ‘Do as you would be done by’ until I am blue in the face, but I cannot really carry it out till I love my neighbour as myself: and I cannot learn to love my neighbour as myself till I learn to love God: and I cannot learn to love God except by learning to obey Him. And so, as I warned you, we are driven on to something more inward—driven on from social matters to religious matters. For the longest way round is the shortest way home.”

Monday, January 18, 2010

Just Breathe




An adults' version of a bedtime prayer.... Just breathe by Pearl Jam


Yes, I understand that every life must end, uh-huh. As we sit alone, I know someday we must go, uh-huh. Oh I'm a lucky man, to count on both hands the ones I love, Some folks just have one, yeah, others, they've got none.
Stay with me... Let's just breathe...
Did I say that I need you? Did I say that I want you? Oh, if I didn't I'm a fool you see, No one knows this more than me. As I come clean... I wonder everyday, as I look upon your face, uh-huh. Everything you gave And nothing you would save, oh n.o Nothing you would take Everything you gave... Hold me til I die Meet you on the other side...


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Stop. Quit reading for a moment and look around you. Feel your own breath and heartbeat. It's nothing less than beautiful- you're alive, moving, living, breathing.
Now- what do you do with that breath? Every time you breathe it is life-sustaining and energizing.... allow it to fill you; to enable you to do what God has called you to.
That's all.

Monday, January 4, 2010

Lines Written in Early Spring

I heard a thousand blended notes,
While in a grove I sate reclined,
In that sweet mood when pleasant thoughts
Bring sad thoughts to the mind.

To her fair works did Nature link
The human soul that through me ran;
And much it grieved my heart to think
What man has made of man....

-William Wordsworth

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